I spent my life wanting to die
and end up somewhere couldn't try
cause everything I touched
ended up a mess
Is there a place that I can go
In a timeline where you didn't know me
or interact with any of my energy

You'd be better off
you'd be better off
If I didn't exist
If I didn't persist
to be

My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love
My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love

I want to love me
like you love me too
I want to trust your eyes
and what they see me through
I want to believe
I want to believe
That you’re seeing the truth in me

You'd be better off
you'd be better off
If I didn't exist
If I didn't persist
to be

Do your eyes for me
Lie to me
Maybe love is the reason
why your blind to me
Why you promised your life and time to me
Why you think I could ever be
what I've never seen when I peek in between
my ribs and watch lungs breathe
stealing oxygen from earth that could be of better worth
in the mouth of another person and I'd probably hurt them
But I guess it's time to get up
wake away from my default set up
Recharge my heart with your sleeve tug
pullin me out of the nightmare dream hub
I created this loop as as a pile of soot
cut the ending at the root
where the phoenix is the victory
Can i believe a beauty like you is feelin me
and wants healing me

My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love
My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love
My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love
My return to the darkness
Is a blood moon harvest
filling up my cup
Shining red for love