I don’t I don’t I don’t
I don’t I don’t I don’t
I don’t I don’t I don’t
I don’t I don’t I don’t

I'm 32 still depressed
Maybe this is karma
in a past life,
or younger self
Was I the devil's partner
do i still run amok murder love
and bring their mission farther
Will everything I continue to touch
disintegrate to charcoal
That's why I run to heighted lights
therapized with armor
I run and run, clash with suns
and everything is darker
If this the case and stays my fate
leave me broken to wander
let the birds eat me, the boulder be me
and the guillotine keep sharper

I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate

So it comes down my heads off
rollin down to top off
the endless pile of run off
from the blood clouds the sun is off
Hope it peeks through my last thought
warms a single space in my dead fog
that's thick to touch like a water rug
I'm drowning when I step off
Can that single beam save me
Show the way or take me
back to source to its cohorts
inject plasma that'll shape me
to a mini star or even dust
when I'm born again I want to trust
to reincarnate to a loving ape
or whatever so i won't my face

I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate

I don't want to hate myself
So I have to kill myself
Who I was was someone else
So I have to kill
I don't want to hate myself
So I have to kill myself
Who I was was someone else
So I have to kill

I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t wanna hate
I don't want to hate myself