Left to my devices
I'm crushed
Under the weight of life
I'm crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
I got the touch of your love
I'm up
I'm up

What the fuck is happiness anyway
Is it just a drug for the everyday
Keep me in line so every time cry
I'm itching for the hit of smiles
Crushing up a line for my teeth to shine
to forget I'm less
for a little while
high on sun rays in a blind daze
frying eyes til they melt away
Back to my brain
distort every frame
laying on a grain
affect how it plays
film shutter butter
on burnt toast
fatten up the taste
filter has the say
how I feel things
like a wired skin
how I see things
megapixeling
is my happiness just an option
on a touch screen
social feelings

Left to my devices
I'm crushed
Under the weight of life
I'm crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
I got the touch of your love
I'm up
I'm up

Love v happiness
I put my money on the former
The ad voice spoken by 2nd
choice is unattained life orders
That I wouldn't crave and
wouldn't save for comparison
to my feed, if I didn't eat what they serve as meat
when behind it's plastic hoarders
in love we can fall
it's everything in between
the anger and the pain
laughing smile beam
The embraces, cry faces,
the cursing and the screams
Of I love you so much
my hearts bursting every beat

Mahal na mahal kita
Mahal na mahal kita
Mahal na mahal kita
Mahal na mahal kita

Left to my devices
I'm crushed
Under the weight of life
I'm crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
Trying to find the light
crushed
I got the touch of your love
I'm up
I'm up